If only you knew
Head is spinning, mind & brain are winning. Is this really me? Gonna be harder than I thought it would be. Tears falling, you hear me calling. No meds, feeling dead. Wishful thinking, who needs drinking. If only you knew what was inside, you’d go for a ride. But you have the pleasure of leaving, never dealing. Unlike me, it’s hard to see. Smiles all around, but no one hears that silent sound. So quietly crying, despising, realizing, deciding; just living. Always giving. I’m running low, hope someone gets enjoyment outta this show.
"I don’t hate you. But I hate lying. And you lied to me."
"Too much consistency is as bad for the mind as it is for the body. Consistency is contrary to nature, contrary to life. The only completely consistent people are the dead."